You may not understand what I've been going through, but I don't appreciate you being such an asshole about it. It being reactionary and rash temper are not excuses for this childishness.
But I guess I'm only so upset because our friendship matters and it matters a hell lot.
Even so, I refuse to chase, to confront, to mend. If you were a good enough friend you would at least forgive. I will not accept such bad treatment. I will not compromise myself ever again. Life has been treating me bad enough. I don't need more of such unnecessary unhappiness in my life.
Because its time I treated myself a little better.