Okay. Seriously. Its not like I haven't been trying. I've been trying damn bloody hard psychoing myself that everyday is a brand new day and I have a new 24h to find a life purpose and to be happy.
Yet every night I lie here on my bed, absolutely disappointed and distraught that after every 24h I feel exactly the same - shitty.
I've never tried so hard but life keeps throwing me shit and I am TIRED. Dude up there, please let me taste some sweetness in life and for the first time don't take it away from me so quickly.
Start by curing me?! I would love NOT to have to sell or throw away all my shorts and skirts.
Sadness has culminated into anger!!!!!