tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84492830283066535512024-03-14T11:19:58.658+08:00BattleshipUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger346125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-8037337991932364292014-11-30T23:10:00.001+08:002014-11-30T23:10:23.038+08:00Wow it's been a year<br />
<br />
Funny how I said "never again" to crazy modules + commitments but, to quote Britney, oops I did it again.kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-4203361134286591042013-11-19T00:08:00.002+08:002013-11-19T00:08:26.620+08:00"Second place is just first loser"<br />
-Becky, Masterchef S3<br />
<br />
Such wisdom from sneaking Masterchef in the afternoon of Week 14.<br />
<br />
Six more days to D Daykaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-16222518681428517042013-10-27T15:44:00.001+08:002013-10-27T15:44:39.419+08:00<blockquote class="tr_bq">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">"I never knew when enough was enough</span></blockquote>
<blockquote>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Or whether to stay when the going was tough</span></blockquote>
<blockquote>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">But I won't let a little heart be afraid</span></blockquote>
<blockquote>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">And all I can say is, all I can say</span></blockquote>
<blockquote>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></span></blockquote>
<blockquote>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I am here and I will be</span></blockquote>
<blockquote>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Following my own way</span></blockquote>
<blockquote>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">Forever and a day</span></blockquote>
<blockquote>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">I am here and I'm here to stay"</span></blockquote>
<blockquote>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;"><i>Here to stay- Lenka</i></span></blockquote>
<div>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13px;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div>
<div>
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: inherit;">What happened to Lenka's music?! Not digging any track from Shadows at all :( </span></div>
kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-74127242172641990022013-10-18T01:53:00.001+08:002013-10-18T01:53:09.102+08:005 mods consisting of the hardest Acct mod + work + exchange planning = Feels like 7 mods = burning out on Week 9 and I honestly do not study.<br />
<br />
7 more weeks of hell. Put me on the coffee IV drip.<br />
<br />
Never again!!!!!kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-53559905329810893872013-10-15T14:24:00.002+08:002013-10-15T14:24:24.931+08:00The illusions we can't hold on to;<div>
The reality we can't let go of. </div>
kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-43209641473513930192013-10-05T01:06:00.003+08:002013-10-05T01:06:44.635+08:00How can you still get more amazing everyday?kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-25020373844893014232013-10-03T22:50:00.001+08:002013-10-03T22:50:23.912+08:00Its finally time to rest after a mega hectic and stressful week. Right now I just can't wait to sleep undisturbed without having numbers and statutes floating in my head.<br />
<br />
& Thank you for always fighting my fights :)<br />
<div>
<br /></div>
kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-17159339596600255812013-09-30T22:44:00.001+08:002013-10-01T15:29:46.129+08:00The hardest part is not being able to talk or think about how hard it is. Where did my swift adaptability go?!<br />
<br />
S i x m o r e d a y s<br />
<br />
Back to not balancing my NCI balance.kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-69805629077156706622013-09-22T02:31:00.001+08:002013-09-23T20:58:09.279+08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4kjeysgKtajPg7C8zgd7_SJplT6rcCjIlMrIZcFtqxQBxvX3PcW4SvEDaCaMmQTpHIiUzVbTa2NlBvLafOkiOENq9Hg0OcKiQEz3VtMJ34yRl0t6kyKMV9LNf7Ok04RBgwd-xTvKpGns/s1600/IMG_1184.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4kjeysgKtajPg7C8zgd7_SJplT6rcCjIlMrIZcFtqxQBxvX3PcW4SvEDaCaMmQTpHIiUzVbTa2NlBvLafOkiOENq9Hg0OcKiQEz3VtMJ34yRl0t6kyKMV9LNf7Ok04RBgwd-xTvKpGns/s320/IMG_1184.JPG" width="320" /></a></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<i>King's Park, Perth.</i></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<i><br /></i></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
I've never quite felt like this before. The ecstatic rush of blissfulness which is almost always followed by a wave of aching and sadness. Oh actually yes, I have. My mood changes really fast. I can get really emotional. But this time it is different. Circumstantial sadness can be better or worse, depending on how you see it. Our conversations constitute a large amount of what-ifs, if-onlys, I-wish, which do nothing but aggravate the pain and helplessness. But the plans, the imageries of what will be keeps me breathing and hoping. I have come to realize that the thought of giving up pains me more. </div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
Three more months. </div>
kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-75727724705533272532013-08-29T23:10:00.003+08:002013-08-29T23:10:37.470+08:00At this point of time I just really want to recover. And eat like a normal person. And being able to gym and yoga and play frisbee D:kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-1134524678046941642013-08-22T23:51:00.001+08:002013-08-22T23:51:22.470+08:00How do you hold on to something you've never had?kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-65500999391037828472013-08-21T11:18:00.001+08:002013-08-21T11:18:58.639+08:00<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="270" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/2ygvrPiSgfU" width="480"></iframe><br />
:)kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-89492574402155150952013-08-20T23:58:00.000+08:002013-08-21T10:27:30.840+08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9u2ZpHoMJ3kywWOH4uVl45g_63vEDi536x9uyi8x94NFd1Ca4ssemUTa_vrnewXKpFOMf4E9KmX9dzWPC4URniUioDz4mgkWWduIOrhSlAEmI63GYL2A2aJIhv7IKE7M1y6VP-EPFI_U/s1600/IMG_1181.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9u2ZpHoMJ3kywWOH4uVl45g_63vEDi536x9uyi8x94NFd1Ca4ssemUTa_vrnewXKpFOMf4E9KmX9dzWPC4URniUioDz4mgkWWduIOrhSlAEmI63GYL2A2aJIhv7IKE7M1y6VP-EPFI_U/s320/IMG_1181.JPG" width="320" /></a></div>
<br />
Most amazing 10 days ever.<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: xx-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">Where do we go from here?</span></span>kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-14769934829209683252013-08-03T22:45:00.001+08:002013-08-03T22:45:24.739+08:00<blockquote class="tr_bq">
""No, really. I can do it. It's okay." Because you simply cannot draw these things out forever. At some point, you just pull off the Band-Aid and it hurts, but then it's over and you're relieved." <i>-Looking for Alaska</i> </blockquote>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-86626438489608893052013-08-01T02:03:00.001+08:002013-08-01T02:03:28.599+08:00Tired but very happy late nights. Also struck by a bittersweet feeling every night.<br />
<br />
Here's to second last day of internship. Just two days to survive before I sleep my ass off. 13 days to Perth! \o/kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-75925666658268063052013-07-21T23:38:00.001+08:002013-07-21T23:38:28.346+08:00The xx - Fiction<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="270" src="//www.youtube.com/embed/TlUxKq-vaX8" width="480"></iframe><br />
<br />
Fiction, when we're not together. Mistaken for a vision, something of my own creation.kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-20268781005901005282013-07-21T18:07:00.001+08:002013-07-21T18:07:45.505+08:00Happiness is relative.kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-55129615630580090372013-07-13T00:44:00.000+08:002013-07-13T00:44:03.426+08:00<i>Only when we get to see the aerial view/Will the patterns show/We'll know what to do</i><br />
(Inside of Love - Nada Surf)<br />
<br />
I need the aerial view asap.kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-28031991403817802442013-07-10T23:30:00.004+08:002013-08-21T10:27:02.558+08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/1044325_10151466129121254_2090984082_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="265" src="https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/1044325_10151466129121254_2090984082_n.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>
People whom I spent an amazing 7 days with. :')kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-79731536101241806812013-06-16T23:30:00.000+08:002013-06-16T23:44:04.423+08:00<div style="text-align: left;">
<em style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-size: 13px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">“It’s so strange how life works: You want something and you wait and wait and feel like it’s taking forever to come. Then it happens and it’s over and all you want to do is curl back up in that moment before things changed.”</em></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5e_1AyleWt8imuBYf7uJEF1wDoh4hz_oVg-sogFxzMOso9sEdNUkQcvh0fkdWucKqi282s-jykdJPgAc4c58rXWZvT8Q1Tg5Hjsc0RODFDnlLzw2W5p9yaop01nwxZlE1PlpcTw-OWEU/s1600/6513_10151691741864345_1212928079_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5e_1AyleWt8imuBYf7uJEF1wDoh4hz_oVg-sogFxzMOso9sEdNUkQcvh0fkdWucKqi282s-jykdJPgAc4c58rXWZvT8Q1Tg5Hjsc0RODFDnlLzw2W5p9yaop01nwxZlE1PlpcTw-OWEU/s320/6513_10151691741864345_1212928079_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg67F102uA3vcEAvb9E65LqlIgBQU5MqR3yZ4KSxQvbbWRdXghF655OxC2ey5wJLHvnKyLI3DmFS4oab8hUDTxw5PC4Q0d6q66igUfZiDxwo53iJxFjdAS4r49jO4-I28F2FwNYyQTPewc/s1600/1013059_10151691744529345_1664576806_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg67F102uA3vcEAvb9E65LqlIgBQU5MqR3yZ4KSxQvbbWRdXghF655OxC2ey5wJLHvnKyLI3DmFS4oab8hUDTxw5PC4Q0d6q66igUfZiDxwo53iJxFjdAS4r49jO4-I28F2FwNYyQTPewc/s320/1013059_10151691744529345_1664576806_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<br /></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Family - The only loving constant.</span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Went to the Zoo to celebrate my babysis (Ok she's 18 now so probably not a baby like 17 years ago but I think even 10 years from now she'll still be that tiny baby whom I'd rocked to sleep) 's birthday. Everyday I am learning to appreciate my family a little more, love them a lot more and contribute to the family a lot more. They are the four people in my life no one can ever replace. I am ever so grateful and blessed for having such a wonderful and loving family. Wouldn't trade that for anything else.</span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg67F102uA3vcEAvb9E65LqlIgBQU5MqR3yZ4KSxQvbbWRdXghF655OxC2ey5wJLHvnKyLI3DmFS4oab8hUDTxw5PC4Q0d6q66igUfZiDxwo53iJxFjdAS4r49jO4-I28F2FwNYyQTPewc/s1600/1013059_10151691744529345_1664576806_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUn9TgrkXBKqPy8rLLcS0mQ-XFdVjS136V97Qmr1Dmep5JVTjy-YzczAOHaTeiyOg8VWiH9Z1W2MVPIITVO5Nhw3tgyO_LKTBgtjAxTS5hb-75VJp1z9HE8GMu2HH46L6DGiCF48BDX04/s1600/968919_10151736115068408_72245418_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhUn9TgrkXBKqPy8rLLcS0mQ-XFdVjS136V97Qmr1Dmep5JVTjy-YzczAOHaTeiyOg8VWiH9Z1W2MVPIITVO5Nhw3tgyO_LKTBgtjAxTS5hb-75VJp1z9HE8GMu2HH46L6DGiCF48BDX04/s320/968919_10151736115068408_72245418_n.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Today was spent at the beach, away from work and sorta away from the city. Although I would have liked if I were away from troubles too but one can never ask for too much. Had great fun playing Frisbee (F.Y.I. we are the pioneer unofficial VJC Frisbee team LOL) improvising from lack of picnic mats, not finishing the food, lazing on the hammock for the first time reading Style and trying the Crow Pose on the sand (So much respect for people who do it with ease) even though I broke my Havis and shades... We do such silly things, and I don't think we've taken many nice smiling photos but these characteristics are what make them so special. This photo captures our friendship so well- no one really knows what's happening but we're all in it together. It's been like this for 5 years and I hope, counting. This form of pureness can never be found elsewhere. </span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">Love hanging at the beach despite the heat. Wish I could do it every week. Although I'm kinda having a headache RN from the insane weather that makes me wish I didn't have work tomorrow. </span>Where did my crazy workaholic work drive go?</div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
On a side note I think I'm pretty set on my Exchange choices. Really hope I get what I really want. December please come soon? Cannot wait to get out of this horrible place. </div>
kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-59682573179411176622013-06-12T00:22:00.001+08:002013-06-12T00:22:10.537+08:00I realized that you need to be outside the picture to clearly see the ridiculousness of the situation. <div><br></div><div>I got to "see", finally, and am now feeling silly for ever wallowing in excessive self pity. </div>kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-16283530833573697722013-06-09T22:05:00.003+08:002013-06-09T22:05:50.622+08:00Had a fantastic day with my family eating brunch at this cool new place called Grub at Bishan Park, shopping, grocery shopping and lastly weekly jogging ritual finally joined by my elder sister :")<br />
<br />
This is how Sundays should be spent.<br />
<br />
Now back to Monday- time for me to MIA for five days again. Hopefully this week won't be as bad as last week. Spent Mon-Thurs in office past midnight and had an extremely stressful Friday submitting first draft report. To an exciting and fruitful work week ahead!!kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-40374728462386379712013-06-08T01:54:00.001+08:002013-06-09T21:38:25.027+08:00I loathe being trapped in shadow. It's a fine line between rebelling and differentiating so I've always made sure to tread carefully. But this opportunity (is wonderful and I'm grateful for it) seems to be pushing me back day by day. I was just starting to be Me and now my efforts are crumbling.<br />
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
I am me!!!! I am not someone's somebody. Thank you very much. </div>
kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-5450113678639260262013-06-01T23:44:00.002+08:002013-06-01T23:44:25.132+08:00I am losing them one by one. But I guess life's like that and you just got to move on~<br />
<br />
Actually glad I am too busy to care/even have a social life anyway. Secretly can't wait to get back to work :")<br />
<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8449283028306653551.post-16887052426240617862013-05-29T00:39:00.001+08:002013-05-29T00:56:30.214+08:00Regrets. A million of them. University. University course. What I should have done/said that would save a friend from being so upset by what I said/didn't say. Saying yes. Saying no. Not saying anything. Saying the truth. Saying half-truths. <div><br></div><div>If I could swap a regret for a dollar I'd put Bill Gates to shame. </div><div><br></div><div>Too bad there isn't a Regrets Fairy:</div><div>I can't remove a regret and put it under my pillow nor will it turn into a dollar even if I could do the former. All that's left is midnight melancholy that inhibits proper rest.</div><div><br></div><div>Today had too many ups and downs. I hope this will be a dreamless night. </div>kaylenesoonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13033081066751841790noreply@blogger.com0